Sorry I haven’t called

I’ve  been preoccupied

I  thought the space would clear my mind

I was wrong

I want to be brought to tears by anything

Other  than death

Pace  the room for a reason

Better than my stress

Find  the good in me I lost long ago

Keep my fingers crossed

It’s not very far

Wish I could get a grip

I’m  a burden

I know that all my friends want the best

But I keep to myself

I thought I’m better and I’m not

And I’m sorry

Want to find the good in me

I lost long ago

I know it’s buried somewhere

Don’t forget that I am still a work in progress

Still room to grow

I got lost in the mountains

To try and catch my breath

Stop tying up the loose ends you left me

Cut the noose from my neck

I thought I'm better and I'm not

I'm sorry

Want to find the good in me

I lost long ago

I know it’s buried somewhere

Don’t forget that I am still a work in progress

Still room to grow

So tell me where I break when

I’m burning at both ends

Just to hold steady

I am weathered and worn thin

I’m finding out what happens

To things that won’t bend

Won’t say I’m sorry

I won’t make amends

I wanna pose a threat

Stop wishing I was someone else

Find the good in me

I lost long ago

I know it’s buried somewhere

Don’t forget that I am still a work in progress

Still room to grow