[Intro]
It didn't hurt when you walked away
I stayed busy just to feel safe
[Verse 1]
Time moved fast, I learned your absence
Turned your silence into habit
I convinced my heart I'm past it
Said your name meant nothing, average
Eating late, my days feel static
Small talk always automatic
Tell myself I'm fine, I manage
Being lonely feels like practice
[Pre-Chorus]
Now the quiet's cutting deeper
Nights are longer, sleep is weaker
Thought I healed but I was dreaming
Now I'm drowning in the feeling
[Chorus]
I feel alone even in a crowd
Empty housе, but it's way too loud
I thought I healed, I thought I found
A way to live without you now
I feel alonе even in a crowd
Empty house, but it's way too loud
I thought I healed, I thought I found
I'm not okay right at this time
[Verse 2]
Months went by, I didn't feel a thing
Now it hits in the in-between
Didn't break when you let me go
I broke later, when I was alone
[Outro]
I keep on lying