NotRightNow

By PixerCS

On Still Not Okay

Released on February 11, 2026

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[Intro]

It didn't hurt when you walked away

I stayed busy just to feel safe


[Verse 1]

Time moved fast, I learned your absence

Turned your silence into habit

I convinced my heart I'm past it

Said your name meant nothing, average

Eating late, my days feel static

Small talk always automatic

Tell myself I'm fine, I manage

Being lonely feels like practice


[Pre-Chorus]

Now the quiet's cutting deeper

Nights are longer, sleep is weaker

Thought I healed but I was dreaming

Now I'm drowning in the feeling


[Chorus]

I feel alone even in a crowd

Empty housе, but it's way too loud

I thought I healed, I thought I found

A way to live without you now

I feel alonе even in a crowd

Empty house, but it's way too loud

I thought I healed, I thought I found

I'm not okay right at this time


[Verse 2]

Months went by, I didn't feel a thing

Now it hits in the in-between

Didn't break when you let me go

I broke later, when I was alone


[Outro]

I keep on lying