Released on October 15, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor

It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore

I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed

And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same


[Chorus]

I wasn't meant to be

This bored at nineteen

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen


[Verse 2]

And I wish that I could tell all my ex-jobs in retail

That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the A-Levels I failed

My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down

And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown


[Bridge]

My, my mind's alone because I'm alone

My mind's alone because I'm alone

(Enough the lot, I've had enough)

My mind's alone because I'm alone (The gore, the pain)

(I've had so much, I love to hate)

My mind's alone because I'm alone (The way I shaped because I'm hurt)

(And living rough)


[Chorus]

Wasn't meant to be (The gore, the pain)

(I've had so much, I love to hate)

(The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)

I know that I'm nothing to you

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen