Personal Development - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Fell in love with an angel in Arizona

I'll be back when I'm famous

That's what I told her

When I'm back she'll be waiting

That's what I hope for

She be bumping all of Drakes shit

Ain't no cigarette in her playlist

"I hope you never change and you still love me when you're A list"

But I ain't even close and I feel nothing like the same jit

She came with, to that fucking party four years ago

Man everything's changed

Swear she love me lots but never seen mе on stage

What we got is real, your friеnds convinced you it was fake

Things where different yesterday

I hope this shit isn't the case it always bite you back and haunt you When you kick it with the snakes

[Bridge]

They gon' treat you different when your shits up

They gon' try to switch it and convince you that you switched up

[Chorus]

I'll tell you what the difference is

I ain't pretend to be like you, I ain't pretend to be like him

Ain't want a job I wanted this

You wanted this but being different ain't as fun as fitting in

Personal development never tend to fucking work

I guess I struggle to commit

[Bridge]

They gon' treat you different when you're shits up

They gon' try to switch it and convince you that you switched up

Remember when we where kids

And nothing hurt but if it would it wouldn't last

For me it did

[Verse 2]

Man I been sober for months

Thoughts and hopes soaked in blood

I guess I really am my daddy's son

Man I been working so much

I don't even see my girl and she my hope, she my crutch

Physically I'm well and healthy, well I hope, I been crushed

She told me kick it while you can

Like we did when we where kids

Getting closer to the end

I'm kinda missing all the xans

Kicked the cup I kicked the drugs

You never seemed to understand, why I did 'em to begin with

Girl inside my head for the longest this shit was vicious

I know she won't complain but know she hate when I don't visit

I know you feel alone I feel the same while counting digits

[Outro]