Look at how I abuse myself

I don’t blame you, impossible to tell

Tipping over the edge never been easier

I’m a ghost, I’m a shadow of what I was

I can't help you I wish I was someone else

You don’t know what I am [?] impossible

I’m supposed to be making somebody proud

For the time that I got left, I resent Him above

Get me out, I’ll be better as somebody's memory

I'm [?]

Calling, calling

Tell me everything, I’ll feel better ‘bout it in the morning

I’ll be better then, like you want me to

Getting nothing, like I'm scared, I’m not scared

I won’t fight for another day, just to see you anyway

I’ve been drinking it up again, [?]

[?]

[?]

[?] me with it

I can't deal with it, I don't wanna live like this