[Verse]

I just admitted to myself that I got problems

I can't stay sober, I got problems

I got kicked out, asked me, "What's the problem?"

They don't fuck with me now, but I don't want them

I'm a mess, and that's why they went and dropped me

I got way too fucked, and then I dropped down

Blacked out, they called the paramedics on me

Drank so much, I think I could fucking drown

Get so fucked up, I'm scared my friends don't want me

Get too fucked up, I'm scared my friends might drop me

Blacked out, laid on the floor like someone shot me

Off the Lyrica, I'm walking like a zombie

Up for three days straight, feel like a zombie

I'm a mess, and they think that I don't know

Three pills down the hatch, K in my nose

I think I'm done with the city, got to go

Met her last night, she say my music goes

Trying to get better, yeah, I'm trying to grow

Trying to get a drink, but the show was closed

I'm blacked out but she's trying to fuck, you're a hoe

I'm just trying to put in work like I'm supposed

Destroy myself, I think I might decompose

It's not on purpose, I ain't got no control