damaged inside

By Phora

On heartbreak hotel

Released on February 14, 2021

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[Chorus]

My life's better with you by my side

Yeah, I’ll never forget the way that you look when you meet my eyes

I'm so—


[Verse]

Yeah

I stare at the ceiling, this gun in my hand

As I sit alone in the room and

When I close my eyes, I try to be happy but I see my name on my tomb and

I fight with my demons and damage and flip it

But maybe it's different for you, look

I try not to run from my thoughts but

I feel my death coming soon, uh

No point in living, everybody dies

Got me contemplating suicide

Lost the person that was closest to me

Now it’s only blood where his body liеs

Soul snatched from the inside

Swеar that I'm dead on the inside

You start to see life differently when you have to sit and watch your friends die

Drown all my pain and my problems inside of a bottle until they defeat me

Pour up another one, 'til I get numb enough, all of my issues complete me

You tell me you love me, you say that you need me

Can't tell by the way that you treat me

Too many things tryna break me down when I'm low but I can't let 'em beat me

Always stuck inside my head

The chances of me, endin' up dead from poppin’ these pills

And dancin’ the blade to the both of my wrists, 'til they start to bleed reddish

More pain than I ever knew

Too much to be gettin’ through, I'm honestly tellin' you

That I feel the pain in your heart and your soul when I'm layin’ right next to you, fuck


[Chorus]

My life's better with you by my side

Yeah, I'll never forget the way that you look when you meet my eyes

So tired-ired

I'm tired-ired-ired-i

I'm tired-ired-ired

I'm damaged inside