I'm down on my knees but I'm looking up

I need me some help don't have any luck

I want to give up this shit gettin' tough

But I gotta get it this shit is a must

See I got a family and I got a girl

I gotta look out for the people I love

See I gotta buzz but I need the bucks

Without the money they quick to judge

As stupid it is as stupid it does

I need me a plug like I'm sellin' drugs

Don't need me no hugs I need me some help

I cannot do this shit all by myself

I got no one else if you can relate

You know where I fell see I got a play the cards I was dealt

The money we chase and this is a race

If you on the way I go get the belt or go get the strap

I'm one of the dopest don't listen to that

Go sit in the back or chill in the front

I swear I need me a million up front

I go hit the blunt relievin' the stress

I got some people believin' I'm next

I'm chasin' my dream it's illegal to rest

My life is a mess this could be a test

All that I have is some bad bitches with all of the ass

That don't even grab cause I'm on a mission that's all for the bag

My thoughts in the pad cause I want it bad

Now I want a Jag go talk to my dad cause he wasn't there

He already died lets leave it at there

I am just making sure we is aware

As fly as a bird my feet in the air

I have to flee when I need me a pair

Got me some clothes that I don't even wear

They talk about me and I don't even care

Been givin' back and they don't even share

That's why I hate when they try to compare

I'm at the top when they climbing the stairs

They fly on a plane I fly in a Lear

My mind is insane think I need a beer

Maybe a shot I told the bartender to get me a drink

This Henny I think

The bitch I got with me look pretty in pink

Might call up Ryan to get me some ink

I'm goin' through pain I want to feel more

Live in the city it feel like a war

I'm watchin' blood spill out they pores

Thought I could take it but not any more

Fuck it I'm rappin' use that as an outlet

Cyclones I'm trapped in don't got me no outfits

My mama stopped giving me the allowance

It feel like I'm sinking I know I'm not drowning

I been alone having suicide thoughts

But that's not the way that he died on the cross

I'm supposed to focus and act like a boss

It's not a win when you at a loss