Released on July 31, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Used to travel the world and stay up all night

And do the drugs I used to like

But now, I don't

Stay at home and watch TV

And think of who I used to be

When I'm alone


[Pre-Chorus]

Every morning, waking up

And feeling like I was asleep, oh

Just going, going, going

Not sure if I'm better now

At least I've got my sanity, oh

I'm going, going, going, but I


[Chorus]

I wanna know if this is real

Now that I'm getting older

'Cause I know how it used to feel

I just wanna try it sober

I don't believe the days are done

But maybe the end is closer

I never said I won't have fun

I just wanna try it sober


[Verse 2]

I used to drink like it's a game

I let my friends tattoo my legs

And now, it shows

I used to ride my ups and downs

Like ferris wheels, around and 'round

I go and I go


[Pre-Chorus]

Found out how to lose myself

Around the age of seventeen, oh

I'm growing, growing, growing

And certain days don't ring a bell

But there's a few good memories, oh

I'm growing, growing, growing, but I


[Chorus]

I wanna know if this is real

Now that I'm getting older

'Cause I know how it used to feel

I just wanna try it sober

I don't believe the days are done

But maybe the end is closer

I never said I won't have fun

I just wanna try it sober (Hey)

I wanna know if this is real (I wanna know, I wanna know)

Now that I'm getting older (Hey)

'Cause I know how it used to feel

I just wanna try it sober (Oh, I)

I don't believe the days are done

But maybe the end is closer

I never said I won't have fun

I just wanna try it sober (Hey)


[Outro]

I never said I won't have fun

I just wanna try it sober