Depression

By PhilipStudio

On Alone

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(Intro)

Depression

Depression

I can’t do this anymore

(Verse 1)

My friends have noticed that I sometimes sound sad

But it is rare that I talk about it

Because some of my friends don’t even listen to me

Is it just me or is it them that they don’t understand something

Like that one friend who told me nobody cares about my depression except My Friends

Didn't you mention that my family also cares about me so what about your family?

(Verse 2)

Depression is a strong word

It means you cry every day

So I’ll use scared or worried

But I’m not depressed

So don’t worry about me

I’ll be fine until someone happens

But I can fight it

It’s just hard to fight it back

I have talked to somebody and then I finally realize that I’m doing something illegal to somebody

But not in a serious way, it’s just my mind Messing with stuff to make them angry and then I regret later

(Chorus)

Depression

Depression

I can’t do this anymore

There is a lot going on

I’ll try show some of it

But I have to hide some

Depression

Depression

I can’t do this anymore

There is a lot going on

I’ll try show some of it

But I have to hide some

(Verse 3)

(But I have to hide some) of those mother fucker that make me fucking cry

They make me look like I’m a fucking idiot

They make me look like a fricking joke to them

They tell me how am I gonna fucking die

But I’m surprised how people can be toxic

If I do something to them. They can be toxic to me

And that is my mind that does to them

I have to stop it now

I have to stop it now

I know it’s the past

But it’s the future now

I have learned this in a hard way

I lost a friend to learn this

It’s the guy who is LeftStudio

Who is the masked version of himself

Because we both did it to ourselves

Oh did I just call somebody out?

Why am I saying this?

I need to show it

Even though nobody listens to this

I have to stop it now

I have to stop it now