[Verse 1]

I've been writing notes to myself

About how good I've been without somebody else

But these days the ink keeps runnin' out

And all I'm left with is a blank page full of doubt

[Pre-Chorus]

Who knew that love would hurt so much

When the closest ones have guns

I was told I never listened

Now I'm in my head thinkin'

[Chorus]

Do you still think about me?

Do you get a good night sleep?

'Cause I do tell myself not to dream

I do wish I didn't believe

Do you still see my face

Do you let your heart race

'Cause I do think mine still breaks

And I do wish I didn't say I love you

[Verse 2]

Been writing pages on how to get out

Doing all the things the podcasts tell me how

Just breathe and delete the photos

Scroll up and hit the unfollow

Now you can go and put that phone down

[Pre-Chorus]

Who knew that love would hurt so much

When the closest ones have guns

I was told I never listened

Now I'm in my head thinkin'

[Chorus]

Do you still think about me?

Do you get a good night sleep?

'Cause I do tell myself not to dream

I do wish I didn't believe

Do you still see my face

Do you let your heart race

'Cause I do think mine still breaks

And I do wish I didn't say I love you