[Intro]

Years of unresolved trauma & dysphoria

Took years to accept who I am

Only to realize I'll never be able to show it

Cause of my Parents religious beliefs

Confused with my identity

[Verse]

My toxic mindset is what makes me unable to find love

Scared of rejection so I stopped looking

Fiction is the only thing I've even taken too

Everything I make I feel is not good enough

Say I never pair with anyone

My identity is shattered into many piecеs

I couldn't even pick them up

I can't еven pick them up

Yo I just want someone to know

I feel all of these emotions

(That haunt me to the deepest depths)

That haunt me to the deepest depths

& they feel so deep & cold

Like an ocean

I'm fucking choking on my own words

& You couldn't fucking stop cursing

[Outro]

Every minute of the day

(Of the day)

Will it get much worse? Probably

But I know that I can't control everything

No matter how much I wish I could