[Verse 1: PFV]

What do I do I'm kinda numb to the feelings

Man I've succumbed to the realness and fell in love with my demons

I need me something for dreaming but now that hurts to believe in

Cause I've been working for leeches who pledge a worthless allegiance

Inside I'm currently screaming and pinching pennies to eat with

I had a fire deep inside that left me burnt and then weakened

I've kept the purest of secrets

The pain was buried in lesions and man my problems with the music lead to stern disagreements with all my people close

As I just yearn for achievement

I can confirm I'm in need of some happiness to be frequent

I'm mid-experiment, but see I'm lacking a thesis

I hope you see me for me so I'm in stitches and seamless

A neurological genius

Appreciations been fleeting

I'm living life without meaning

I've been implanted with a gift to grow a tree that is seedless to lose it's leaves in a sequence

I wish I would be strong

But timing is my weakness

[Hook: PFV]

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Verse 2: Lyricold]

I wake up in the morning it's 4 am and I look around

I pace a while, yo it's crazy man this place is wild

I'm thinking how did I make it here?

I hate to sound crazy but I grew up in a trailer and I'm in a house

Let me take a moment here to tell you how it was for me

A kid who's sitting all alone and drawing in a book to think the way my life would be if I had money man it's funny see I thought that having money was the key to solving everything

But it ain't

See people take advantage of you every day

It makes your friends see you different and makes them change

They turn to snakes, living with it man I'm so afraid of losing everything

I'm spending it, I need to save

I only wanted us to work so we could find a way to find a place to live and see that all the bills are paid

But people think because you make a little money they can take it all away

But fuck it isn't theirs to take

I hate to say it but my family is all I got

Cause all the haters hate to see I left the trailer park

I made a life with a girl I wanna marry cause she's the only one I got

She's the only one I trust

Oh my god I'm getting sick and feel like giving up

I made a living off my life but fuck it's getting tough

Man if I'm dreaming can somebody come and wake me up?

I wanna help the ones I love but fuck I never make enough

[Hook: PFV]

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Verse 3: PFV]

That's it, I don't care if I see tomorrow

This alcohol is getting so much easier to swallow

Debt increases as I borrow credit cards when debit fails and my whole life is fucking sorrow when I win I take the L but listen

Damn, they deny the intent

And try to lie to my face so that I'll buy their expense

And then in time circumvent

They redefine common sense

I try to rap the truth but it seems that only lies will pay the rent and man

Women are mad because they feel entitled

They want my judgement without seeking trials

And they get sad when they don't feel the title

Admittedly they're living in denial

Relationships their new religion. The internet is their bible

So when the time comes I'll be gone

I'm calling it quits and you'll see

It's time for me to move on

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

[Hook: PFV]

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams

I feel this pain each day I wake up

Things are never how they seem

But look how far these things can take us

I'm falling asleep on my dreams