My headache is full of stress and fears

My concern has

Frozen into tears

What I can't erase

Are all the hurtful words that harmed my soul, my ears

I've been trying to change myself for years and years

Getting stronger, don’t care about what people say

Or I'll be carried away

By the First wave

My headache is full of anxiety

This pain is

Like I am drowning in

Insecurity

While I'm sleeping I don't feel anything

If I found the bubble package empty

I would be forced to find a new remedy

Or I'll be carried away

By the First wave

Why do I overthink

Almost everything

Why can’t I let go

That I can never change

My head is unbearably throbbing as I run

All these years I've been through cannot be undone

Instead I embrace the past and hope for a brighter day

I know it might be a lie but I'm better off this way