I fucked my therapist on that night

She carved the words into my eyes

She left an imprint on my door

“should i come back here anymore”

Im not apposed to all the pain

But all i ask for is your name

Those cursed letters all the same

Drive me away from all my shame

Sparknotes of a suicide stuck on loop

A true test of impatience something youve been through

I won't speak for the devil he can't find my truth

Ive been melting into heaven i pray you will too

30 miles from a sign of my internal roof

I keep running from the thoughts of how it impacts you

Day 3 ive been missing looking for some proof

Sight tight in your youth ill be home real soon

She sent an ambulance to me

All my flaws would have been wiped clean

She picks me up from another dose

Worried sick for my last rose

Please just murder me

A skin covered birdcage is all i see

You make me want to see

Take the wide open exit there waiting for me