[verse]
STUCK! in between lies
Runnin up against a set of headlights
Devil ripping from a pair of bright eyes
Candle drippin nights gotta find my
LIFE! isnt that a drag
Weight out all the options grab another bag
Numb out all the feelings gotta lose track
Ignorant to when the guilt shoots right
BACK! lemme clean a mess
I won't sick the blame but mother knows best
Anxious in the moment waitin for the text
Devastated girly feel it in her chest
[pre-Chorus]
Damn.. hidden eyelids
All a vision from a private island
Duplicated mornings sing silent
(i wish i could find you)
[Chorus]
Ohh
If i looked up id see the dust and realize that theres nothing left
I gave you my best
I know i
Talk too much its just because i want you to know when it is dead
To keep you obsessed
Isnt it
Funny how we operate when no one else is looking upstairs
Act like we dont care
I ripped my
Room apart to find my youth buried among the stalkers and stares
As if i dont care
[verse]
If love was the case then why won't you come out and show them your face
Stay hidden like holden im lovin the chase
The catcher the rye why not give em a taste
I need to escape
This island is killin my mental estate
Im runnin my legacy theres no one next to me
Adding to mystery there is no one to be queen
No one besides what is found on the screen
No one but letters and boxes of lean
Im caught in my youth im so fuckin niave
Im in it im finding out what it all means
Life is a race of losing your mind
Who will it take and who will do fine
Some will give up and some will just cry
Dont stress of the end we all have our time
Shed make me the happiest man in the world
But nothing is sadder than us in a swirl
Maybe this time her mind is in curls
Well then that would be the most wonderful girl
The holes in my diary
Keep me alive but what if she fires me
What if its bribery
What if im blind to see all of the ice in the road when i begin to peel
What if i start to catch onto whats real
What if she hesitates regrets the feel
By the time ive started up mine
Devil caught onto the price tag line
[pre-Chorus]
Damn.. hidden eyelids
All a vision from a private island
Duplicated mornings sing silent
(i wish i could find you)
[Chorus]
Ohh
If i looked up id see the dust and realize that theres nothing left
I gave you my best
I know i
Talk too much its just because i want you to know when it is dead
To keep you obsessed
Isnt it
Funny how we operate when no one else is looking upstairs
Act like we dont care
I ripped my
Room apart to find my youth buried among the stalkers and stares
As if i dont care