(Verse One) PE/TE

I been growin’ impatient, god damn why wait

If I could take me anywhere I’d take me back to my place

Hate lookin’ in the mirror, can’t stand the sight of my face

Everyone so confused, they don’t get my hate

But it’s internal (it’s internal)

Think of empty futures, empty halls, empty hearts

I think of all the hard times, bad shit, scary parts

I think of going back to those days getting loose

Talk to myself and I say man I hate you

Wish I had a redo

Wonder where I’ll be soon?

Why I gotta be rude?

Why I gotta be me?

It’s internal (it’s internal)

I been growin’ impatient, god damn why wait

If I could take me anywhere I’d take me back to my place

Hate lookin’ in the mirror, can’t stand the sight of my face

Everyone so confused, they don’t get my hate

But

(Chorus) Natalie Searle

Problems are internal baby

I cannot help it

I cannot control it baby

I feel so helpless

And my hearts been burnin lately

Feel like I’m meltin

I know you’ve been hurtin lately

I know you felt it

Please don’t take it out on me

X2

(Verse Two) Matrixx

Inernally held hostage

Stuck in a bondage of my thoughts constantly fighting the carnage

And conversations cost too much so what’s the point in me talking

Runnin’ mouths like a faucet

Can’t help me run out the darkness

I’m way too stuck

Nowadays I need more love than luck

But seems like lucks the only reason I don’t put up a fuss

My minds a maze and my soul ain’t got the time to adjust

So my reflection, alters my whole inception

I level my blessings with hopes my thoughts can be redirected

Lately I been affected by problems that left me guessin’ the options I have

Seems like most of them leave me helpless

But it’s internal