[Intro]

One cold winter night

It's just a flashback to one of the few things I remember right

I always come back to the place it grew

But if I lose my mind

Could you teach me how to fake it?

Cause I'm seeing all the signs

Out in public feeling naked

[Instrumental break]

[Verse]

I used to run

But now I only crawl

It's said and done

Pull the trigger when it's time for me to go

I don't know everything

I just know what I know

And it ain't nothing much

No, it's not that bad, it just hurts a whole bunch

Now when I fall back, I don't roll with the punch

And we'll keep going at it ‘til somebody's won

So enjoy the show, it's a wild one

And I think

I'm allowed to be

Just a little bit cynical

I can't help it

And truth be told, I just don't care if its selfish

I always stand

Back off

How typical

And it's so nice to hear you tell me that

None of this is gonna matter in the end

I got so close

Tryna keep it composed

But really, I don't think that I can deal with this again