Released on April 7, 2023

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[Verse 1]

My chest sinks in

My heartbeat slows

I feel your skin

Against my own

Unfocused eyes

Dart blindly up

Let you have the keys

And tie me up

He’s letting go

He’s letting go

He’s holding on

And he’s letting go


[Verse 2]

I’ll stop counting down

If you say when

And you’ll keep track

But don’t forget

That I’m not kind

I’m not kind


[Verse 3]

And she’ll say a beautiful thing

I need a usable man

You know the time isn’t right

But I’m always turning these hands

You say he’s turning back time

You know you’re so full of shit

You always blink when you lie

You’re always lying a bit


[Verse 4]

But you’re not mine

And I know that

But when I walk inside

My light always flashes

So I’ll laugh until I cry

And it feels good while it lasts

But I know that I’m not kind

I know that I’m not that good

At holding things inside


[Verse 5]

Now I’m the onе whose skin is flushed

To you it’s just a little crush

I wish you didn’t makе me feel so happy I could die

And everything blows past me

‘Cause everyone is in a rush

But I ain’t going nowhere


[Verse 6]

She said

Bottle up those feelings

Keep ‘em secret, you won’t need them in my couch

And I don’t need to hear it

Baby, sex is really all this is about

I’ve got you wrapped around my neck

Where everybody loves to see you hanging out

And I don’t need to see it

Baby, put your fucking hand over my mouth