Released on May 3, 2019

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I spent the summer getting whiplash in the passenger seat of your car

You spent your time differentiating between taillights and your demons' eyes

You want my children, but I haven't even had my breakfast yet

Besides, I know it

I'm broken

I admit I never grieved until the cedar fever staged my bravery

And I swore to myself I'd stay clean until I woke again

To my apartment complex parking lot car alarm symphonies

Right thеn I felt you in my bed again

Right then I fеlt you in my bones again

V-V-V-Validate me

Make me whole again

I wanna take you like a lover

Empty myself slow

Consecrate me

Make me your god again

Drift into the glow

Empty myself slow

What a selfish love we lost

Learning how to feel unafraid again

Fall just to feel the crash

Why can't you stay the night with me sober?

Sober

I spent the summer getting whiplash in the passenger seat of your car

You spent your time differentiating between love and suicide

"It was all colors all the time"

"It was all colors all the time"

Was the last thing you wrote in a note to remember you by

And I can't help but feeling

It was an honest mistake that was honestly fate

Now I leave the door open and the lights on for the nights that you'll visit me

So you can feel me when I'm dreaming

Though there's nothing to hold when I wake in the morning

You'd say love is a structure

And a structure's as good as what holds it together

Well, I guess I wasn't good enough

No, I guess I wasn't good enough

Bring back all colors all the time

And I'll burn the note that you wrote to remember you by

You're gonna be fine

It's gonna be fine

We're gonna be fine

We're gonna be