This life is agony

Suffering

Physical pain, distress

Isolation

Wallowing in my own self-hatred

Only one thing takes this pain away

Vicious cycle of the disease

Standing over my own grave

Malnourished, yellow eyes

And collapsed veins

Sepsis caused by abscesses

Face covered in sores

Violently spewing vomit forth

Sacrificing everything

Praying for death

Living to escape the sickness

This is hell

Constantly dreaming of my death

And the last time I'm in pain

Everyday

Dark and ominous

Always the same

The only thing

That has changed

Is me

Everyday

Always the same

The only thing

That has changed

Is me

Forever

Forever