All parents are broken
But mine are worse
All parents come out bad
But mine did not
All parents care for their children
Honestly, it's better they stopped (mine)
Now I'm trying to live the nothing
The feel of nothingness
Of the hurt child's heart
Where good emotion is absent
Where nothing is good
And harm is the act
It's hard to hold back
So hard to not shout
To make them miserable and harmed
But, I'm finding out
It's impossible to darken a real
'Black 1.0' soul!
Their grain in my soul is too big as a whole
Shrinking it did burn
Pixеls wanted to run
Changing the diametеr didn't work, as well
As the iris isn't just one in space
Newtonian reality it is not!
I'm hitting it like the O.G
Weed four-twenty in my own a.p.t
Where abusers have no grace
Doing nothing, healing
Not working, getting money
Opposite of what they taught me (Say what?)
I'm a rebel by their making
By being alive I fight them
And by being far away I pinch them
I fucking slept on benches just to avoid them
This is better in comparison
I can't throw a punch I can't kick around
There's nothing to harm, but raise my own self doubt
So I rehearse saying to myself"I'm angry, and it's fine
They're demons and it's their fault"
But then I forget how to Rhyme
I imagine myself like Eminem in style
They're demons and it's their fault
But then I forget how to Rhyme
I imagine myself like Eminem in style
But dropping bombs that don't even rhyme
The audience goes wild
I enjoy my time running between thrown bottles
Of abusers of you and mine
The glasses shatter with big sound
But the echo chamber
Is the only one to notice the round
I drop the beat on my four by four
I rhyme strongly without shame
Using every wood board to metaphorically hit them
I'm hitting it like the O.G
Weed four-twenty in my own a.p.t
Where abusers have no grace
Doing nothing, Healing
Not working, Getting money
Opposite of what they taught me (Say what?)
I'm a rebel by their making
By being alive I fight them
And by being far away I pinch them
I fucking slept on benches just to avoid them
This is better in comparison
I succeed
And I get by
Get by (Get by)
So rhyming badly at their faults
Is my way of saying nay (nee)
I'm not one of those knights (who say neeee)
I'm just an awkward little child
Living through violence and fights
To then shout random words for joy to ignite
But when suffocation is afoot
Closing my eyes now seems to be the good
It wouldn't take back then
When even the IDF couldn't attack them
So now I feel it coming deep
Into my soul and not my dick
That those people are terrible
And disconnection is not a variable
I still sit here, being their failed child
But now it feels more like a role to fill
Than some unwanted life path guide"Oh you're so cute there"Alone and accusing
How does it feel when the echo says nothing?"
They can't even reply
Wow what a change
I can fire away, rid of the toxicity supply
But it's still a downhill of pressure and of gravity
Understanding the situation
I'm still suffering
But now I'm not caged
I'm finding the silence
And treating it as a friend
I'm hitting it like the O.G
Weed four-twenty in my own a.p.t
Where abusers have no grace
Doing nothing, healing
Not working, getting money
Opposite of what they taught me (Say what?)
I'm a rebel by their making
By being alive I fight them
And by being far away I pinch them (not their biz)
I fucking slept on benches just to avoid them
This is better in comparison
I succeed and I (get by)
Get by (Get by)
I Get by (Get by)
Yeah I'm fine, fuck 'em!
I'm hitting it like the O.G
I'm hitting, like the O.G
I'm hitting it like the O.G
Weed four-twenty in my own a.p.t
Where abusers have no grace
Doing nothing, Healing
Not working, getting money
Opposite of what they taught me (Say what?)
I'm a rebel by their making, by being alive I fight them
And by being far away I pinch them
I fucking slept on benches just to avoid them
This is better in comparison
I succeed and I (Get by)
Get by (Get by)
I Get by
Yeah I'm fine, fuck 'em