Diff the Bull - Intellectual

How could they do this to me

I was doing my best

Failing and maintaining the rest

How could they have done this, anyway

They're not really narcs

They're choosing to be

How was I chosen to be their target

Intimidated by my natural ability to diff the bull from reality

How can they still deny it all

Not taking accountability

What people don't understand is how complex they made it be

To be understood

To be comprehended

To be accepted

It's unimaginable

Non productive

Harmful traumatic dramatic

But for others

On the surface

From the outside

The perfect family

The facade is on

Reload ammo

Never reborn

Values first

Health and emotional safety last

Oh, not for the martyrs

They need to safely hover it all

Ever confronting it

Mental hit to the balls

The family businesses, the source of pride

Been investing the money back, and aside

For more fame and glory, more limits and fury

Been investing the emotion back, stabbing everyone

But it wasn't that alone

It was in every hole

Using the child for marketing and production

Using his mind for parentification and legal protection

Not even credit or mention, the biggest secret

D.A.R.V.O. in front of the law

Cause why ever grow

They can evade the law

They can reject the law

They can use the law

But you can't delete the blow

They can't prevent the son to grow

They just can't hide the truth for so long

I can't believe how unhuman they are

But it's choices they thought about, and I heard everything

They can't deny, but they are, they're self conscious criminals