It was your responsibility but you never told me

Or anybody just to savor

I'm a scapegoat

You know I'm not yours

And you know you are running in circles

I know it's hard to believe me, you're not alone

But you are the antagonist sitting on the throne

To shame me

Expressing love as pain

Because you won't put in any work

Making children for your own self worth

Wish I could just let it go and forget about you

But you're my parents

My abusers, you crazy

Why is he in pain?

Why bring me more pain?

All I did was trying to live and leave

I didn't show up, you're brewing me trouble

Now you shouting at your daughter

Now you intimidate your only othеr

Y'all think I'm the one who hurts and runs

Hate to brеak it to ya

But it ain't me the abuser

I gave a billion chances for decades

Now the silence is yours to handle

Fuck your troubles

Trying out all the different ways

I sacrificed to appease

I was never in ease

I was too little

And now I'm too old to recover