Am I that scary or are you only indifferent?

Are you ashamed to show me?

Sometimes I know I can be different

Are you proud of me

Those nights when I sing at the restaurant

Or would you prefer to be free?

Just too busy to keep your arms open

Am I just too strange

To be a girl, more than a friend?

Could we speak seriously?

Right now I swear to you I won’t ask for it often

Would you forgive me

If I'd cry while you're having fun!

Would you pretend to be free

The minute you were alone with that girl?

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy

Lost between regrets and melancholy

But give me a reason to be less insecure

Maybe I’m much too close to fantasy

Miles away from reality

Sorry if I'm unable to hear anymore!

Am I really that angry

Or are you just too stoned?

Well it's driving me crazy

You may think I'm always paranoid about being wrong

But this pain that cuts so deeply!

Tell me, is this the way I was born

Now I feel rude I've been for so long

Have I spoken clearly?

Should I still wait for the sun?

Stop feeding me with stories or apologies

I've already learned to be strong

But keep your hands off of me!

'Cause you know that I won't run!

Then once again probably

How I'll swear I'll never ever be that dumb!

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy

Lost between regrets and melancholy

But give me a reason to be less insecure

Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy

Miles away from reality

But apologies,I just can't believe anymore!

Sorry I just if I'm unable to hear anymore!