Tell me is it worth it

Watching your whole world end

All the money you spend, tryna chase a feeling

She said, “baby is it hurting?”

Iʼve been hanging from the ceiling

But if weʼre keeping secrets

Then I guess I should be leaving

She said, “Darcy you should know by now, the way it goes

Stay awake for days, with shit up your nose"

I try to understand your motives

When your doorʼs locked and my texts arenʼt opened

Late night train, Berlin to Poland

When we broke up, you saw it coming

Being on my own, was what I chose

Iʼll make it to LA alone

Iʼll make it on my way alone

Pour the medicine in styrofoam

When Iʼm around you, tend to lose control

Cos I have no heart, I lost my soul

And I donʼt need no one to call me baby

Never asked no one to come and save me

If it seems like Iʼve been distant lately

Then you know Iʼm going through it, maybe

You should just forget me cos I fuck up everything

I donʼt think Iʼm ready to put faith in anything

So is it worth it to feel worthless?

Weʼre dying on the outside

Scratching at the surface

Looking for a way out

Is there any purpose?

I know it hurts but

Tell me is it worth it

Watching your whole world end

All the money you spend, tryna chase a feeling

She said, “baby is it hurting?”

Iʼve been hanging from the ceiling

But if weʼre keeping secrets

Then I guess I should be leaving