[Intro: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline, SWIM]

My smile is choking me

My smile is choking me

Yeah, uh

[Verse 1: SWIM & Jadagrace]

Me and you know who got secrets

Ain't been speaking in some months (Ain't been speaking in some months)

Niggas always on my nerve (Always on my nerve)

Hit my line like, "what do you want?"

I remember what you said (I remember what you said)

That shit echoes in my head (Echoes in my head)

Should've never even told you that I would rather be dead

You know everybody sins, I apologize

Why you gotta act, gotta dramatize?

I prefer to be alone, that's a lot of times

Can't control when I'm lonely, I gotta hide

Disguise, can't compare me to these guys

Reach high, young nigga, better reach high

Reach high, young nigga, better reach high

Reach high, young nigga, better reach high (Oh)

[Bridge: SWIM, Jadagrace & TJOnline]

I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

Away from all my foes

My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

I smile but they don't know

I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

You know, but you don't know

You know, but you don't know (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

You know, but you don't know

I rock, I roll (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

Away from all my foes (Away from all my phones)

My friends, they pose (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

I smile but they don't know (I smile, but they don't know)

I cap, for sure (Ah, ah-ah, ah)

You know, but you don't know (Know)

You know, but you don't know (Know; but you don't)

You know, but you don't know (But you don't)

[Verse 2: TJOnline & Jadagrace]

Dumbbells hang from the crease of my lips, ellipsis

Hard to smile when your heart's denial eclipses

Brain matter ain't matter, scrub your hands in circles

Makes the blood go down the drain faster

Had to learn that from the past, the asterisk

That's probably why I'm a pacifist

That's probably why I was cowardly

When you were askin' me whether I had the fix, I did

I just didn't use it

Maybe I knew deep down it would end this way regardless

Resentment, the garbage is imminent

It's hard to be indiscriminate (Oh)

When you've been in the trenches

With the men and the women you see as Avengers

Just to let tensions test dimensions

Benedict couldn't prevent this (Oh)

I wasn't Baptist first, I was Seventh Day Adventist

That's why apathy is my greatest temptress, uh (Oh)

Give me a minute I need a milligram

Somebody get 'em he spinning, ceiling fan

Did I make a band tryna make a family?

Was I ever the man or just a middleman? Damn (Oh)

Damn

[Chorus: TJOnline, Jadagrace & TJOnline & Jadagrace]

These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth

My smile is choking me (My smile is choking me)

These ain't pearls in my choker, these is teeth (Oh)

My smile is choking me (Oh)

[Outro: SWIM, Jadagrace, TJOnline & Jadagrace]

Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)

(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)

Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)

(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)

(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)

Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)

(My smile is choking me, my smile is choking me)

Bom-bom-bom, bom-bom-bom (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)

(My smile is choking me, my smile is—)