[Verse 1]
Ended up becoming something I never wanted to be
In bed all twitching, writhing, wanting for blah blah blah blah
Like feeling softness on my lips
Walking in Brooklyn blasting gifts
I don't feel nothing anymore
[Verse 2]
Let's bail to Texas
To our new friends
Lay in the creek bed and burn our skin
I slept through breakfast and expect less
Of turning circles and made amends
For television and cigarettes
Boring parties and craving sex
I wasn't graceful like before
[Chorus]
Where have you been at, man?
Was it better there?
'Cause I got answers staring at me this time of year
Where did it come from?
Where did it come from?
[Verse 3]
I have been projecting Katy on everyone I meet
And avoiding trying to really let them see
Every movie I have been, every book I can't finish
I am a writer of fantasies
[Bridge]
Captain, are we going down?
There's people drowning at the bow
Give me the ham set, I gotta shout this at somebody
At anybody
[Outro]
Then I woke up on Lauren's floor
Packed my shit and hit the road
'Cause I got answers screaming at me from New York
It doesnt matter
It doesnt matter
It doesnt matter
It doesnt matter