[Verse 1]

I'm tryna teach myself patience

For my time to make it

I might just need a spaceship 'coz i'm so tired of waiting

Its said

Success is everything you make it

But what if I don't make it?

Would my efforts have been wasted

I swear

Sometimes its close enough for me to taste it

And most times

I can't catch it as much as I try to chase it

I know

This is reality

Its even harder to face it when your..

Talent is there but the people fail to embrace it

I had

A conversation with Thando that stuck to me

She told me keep going the verdict is up to me

Keep making music coz something has gotta give

I wonder if she remembers

We were out at Khan's crib

Those were the same words that got me back here

Or part of the reason I'm in the booth and i'm claiming all this season

Truth is rare in this game I'm changing that for a reason

I'm wishing the best for you and I hope you don't stop believing girl

Studio sessions with Rasco, we stay up late

I wonder if he knows how much I appreciate

Him supporting me

Making beats and then recording me

And he does all of this shit without a single coin from me

Damn

Certain friends, I had them and then I lost them

Sometimes we just need room to blossom

Through the cracks in the concrete on the street

What a sight to see

Man I swear thats awesome

The beauty of growth

Life is a boat, keep it afloat

The wind and the sail is your faith and hope

But at times its so hard to cope

Thats when you need somebody to come and throw you a rope

I know

I know because I've been there

And it hurts to see you..

Indebted with all these bills

Things get too heavy you end up popping those pills

And thats the shit I hate 'coz I feel like that only kills

But how can I help you when I haven't helped myself?

Most times I worry about your health

Thats why

I'm on this hustle 'till I get paid

You know..

So we can afford medical aid

I'd do anything for you

I just need you to say it

With regards to our future my projection is great

I might just send this to the radio and get em to play it

So you can sit with your friends and tell 'em look what I made, ma

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Before I go

Theres only a few things that I would have liked you to know

Been keeping emotions inside me now I'm letting go

Letting go

I'm just tryna let go (X2)

[Verse 2]

I turn twenty-one this year

Thats a milestone in my life

Especially 'coz my cousins ain't make it to this age

Living life comprising of crime, drugs and fame

And if it ain't a bullet that kills 'em its probably AIDS

Real spinners

Obsessed with beemers and brand names

That was when I realized we were just all slaves

The life is so appealing

Everybody wants a taste

But little did they know

It would drive em straight to their graves

And I see that as a stressor

Just puts my life under pressure

Feel like the game is in play

And then I just left on a stretcher

Like tell me I ain't the one

Tell me that I ain't that special

Rappers are in denial

So I compare them to Donald

But most of them are just clowns

So I compare them to Ronald

Welcome to Parley season

I'm eating you like McDonalds agh

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