Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to bе

I got depression, therе's something wrong with me mentally

If I pass away, fuck it just put my cash in my casket

Or wipe your tears with my bills

Cause after life there's no sadness

I understand that its selfish but I can't find a way past it

Cause if deaths the only option

That's the wish I need granted

Then flip the table and ask yourself if the way I'm feeling is valid

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot

Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost

Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots

I just wanna feel alive

Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

I get no respect

Even though I'm close to death

Life feels like its suffocating

Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less

You don't know what lonely is until you see how lonely gets

You don't what lost feels like till you lose yourself to stress

Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just agree to that

Once trapped inside your mind and want your freedom back

Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more

Life feels like its pissing on me, I guess when it rains it pours

Cause if its not then tell me why I feel this way

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, it feels like I'm taking at least a hundred shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot

Slowly taught, your worth less to people if you're broke and lost

Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause If I'm meant to die

Then fuck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead Inside

But that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally