[Chorus 1: PARIAH PETE]

I look around hoping change will come my way

Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways

You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best

But i have no proof

X2

[Verse 1: PARIAH PETE]

Motherfucker who, always has a problem

Ain't no happy days wouldn't know em if i saw one

Im lobbing, assumptions in every which direction

Can't help but judge a cover thats a chapter of my stressing

So im guessing, bound by a subconscious contract

Pen ink pierces the page, thats my combat

Outside these walls, and outside my brain matter

Represents whats truly inside, now let that settle

Im doctor jekyll and im hyde

And it all depends on the date, place, and the time

Lets rewind, only bout 6 months back

When it first became apparent you dont have my back

But thats that

I guess ill leave it in the past today

But theres no telling tomorrow i will feel the same

I look for your qualities in all other people

So, ive been having trouble since we seeing other people

[Chorus 2: PARIAH PETE]

I look around hoping change will come my way

Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways

You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best

But i have no proof

X2

[Verse 2: JD]

In this battle that i have with myself

Lacking sobriety, since society passive with help

But i just laugh it off, cause after all nobody gives a damn

They dont listen to understand but to judge you after

They call you kin, then feel the switch if they feel they have to

And thats some shit that leave me sad and heating grass up

Thinking back to when i wasn't a dope head

With some motive other than a rhyme in my note pad

And its so sad to see a heart break change you

Now im detached unlike wired cables

Still sad about the fact that the sparks been absent

Between her and i and the vibe that we patterned

I see thru the skies, bleed thru a bandage

Meaning, i might leak and sink a line up passion

Evacuate please this world is evil enough with

The fingers and the thumbs run in the strings of these puppets

Fuck

[Chorus 3: PARIAH PETE]

I look around hoping change will come my way

Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways

You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best

But i have no proof

X2

[Outro]

I look around

I ain't see a piece of proof

I fiddle around

With the thought of us two

With you

The deal with me

Never one filled with glee

But if you smile

Imma show how i be

With you