I been tryna so hard just to make this shit work

I been feeding off the pressure, stomach full of middle earth

I been reaching towards sky, hope its blue but its all grey

Your girl's anatomy all over my face

And this is my space, no I’m not tom

But I’m bout to drop a bomb, better tune your alarms

Yo im up early, before the sun shine

Sipping simply orange, simpleminds think I’m farrakhan

Pause a minute to sit back and just think

As i spark a cigarette, my life flew by in a blink

So before it flash, Imma sip up on this flask

Imma sit upon the grass, watch the view and just ask

Damn - what the fuck, does it all mean

My whole life been chaotic, bout to rupture like a spleen

Peep my account, see what ive amounted

If its fucking negative, ill fire my accountant

Yo its been a minute thought i lost myself

Im streaming thoughts with desire to off myself

But now thats just a photo in the folder

And I’m coming back vengeance so you know the wait is over

Im tipping scales and light rails, with scales ive constructed

In my cranium, you a board piece I’m reluctant

Towards hearing your shit, modern internet rappers

On my fucking feed tryna beef with a

I could call you out now, on wax, real loud

And dismantle your whole ego, at the start of each vowel

But i won’t

Behind closed doors i know you judge me

So why the fuck is it when i walk thru the door you try to hug me

Rip the hinges off imma throw em in yo face

Imma spit you with my venom, then i spray your ass with mace

Thats the case, this mans too pussy, to try to proach me

When i see him in public he will turn into a ghost see

Why these motherfuckers acting so similar?

Likeminded bitches ion care if you ain't feeling the

Wrath of my white ass - on the white page

Veins are filled with ice, i might start another ice age

Lot of flakey tryna get up on my cereal

I captain crunch em like its nothing, how’d i get imperial?

Like venereal, ill spread across the youth

Yo I’m tighter than y’all, ya better tighten up ya noose

Yes i got a screw loose

Pariah pete

Invite my haters to a show, show a star shine

My flow is so sickening i must barf rhymes

In an odd time - feeling so boxed in

These four walls i reside in stay watching

The creases in em looking like some eyes

I surround myself with leeches who are hidden in disguise

Makes my blood boil - serve yo ass hot & ready

I burn out motherfuckers betta park the chevy

Betta listen up, I’m the self doubt

That you battle everyday but i got a fucking mouth

I notice more, everyday in every way

I collectively evaluate the details in my face

That so many people are feeding off their ego

Hurts to swallow pride - you got sore throat cuz you feeble

Imma revolt - if not elope

I’m just gliding thru life, like skiers on a ski slope