I want to feel enlightened

Let this substance fuel my only escape

With the drugs in my hand

Life transforms into a perverted shape

Climbing a rope, ascending beyond my body

Bodily sensations begin to seem foggy

Watching myself on TV

The perfect escape from this reality

Seemingly thoughtless my body is moving forward

The axe and grind wheel, sparks fly off the hardened steel

Palpable nervousness rising

I have relinquished all control

What comes next seems most enticing

May God have mercy on my soul

A violent autoscopy

Murderous rampage, uncontrolled

I just sit back, recline, watch it unfold

Dozens are hacked up by my axe

As blood paints my skin I relax

Chopped to pieces in their sleep

Pent up rage finally unleashed

I want to feel enlightened

Let this substance fuel my only escape

With the drugs in my hand

Life transforms into a perverted shape

Murderous rampage, uncontrolled

I just sit back, recline, watch it unfold

Dozens are hacked up by my axe

As blood paints my skin I relax