Riddled with this self-destructive disease

Drawn to morbid acts with shocking degrees

It starts with gnawing

The lips and the fingers

Feelings of euphoria and pain complement

One another, satisfaction is discovered

Curiosity

Furthers activity

Finger nails slipping off the skin

Pus and blood can't even hold them in

Bleeding from the lips and the gums nothing will stop me from harboring

This hate of the life I was born into; it haunts me

Progression towards a new level of violent tendencies

Slamming head into wall, I can feel my cracked skull bleed

My genes: tainted with an evil

So mean, there exists no equal

Unseen, untreated disorder

Make clean this atrocious harbor

Dark, vivid nightmares

Haunt my life, fill the air

As the brushes empty buckets

Sharpened knives will have to cut it

Bring to life nightmares

Captivate and ensnare

Bleeding out and rusting

This body is disgusting

Time too start entrusting

My life to this pathology

Pursuits to return my spirit back

Flinging my defunct corpse onto the track

Iron grinding my face into the ground

What a blissful sensation; what a sound

Eyeballs, organs, and teeth flying all around

Feelings of joy and ecstasy abound

Dark, vivid nightmares

Haunt my life, fill the air

Joy found in anguish

A salacious affair

Bring to life nightmares

Captivate and ensnare

Join me in hell

Guarantee you will find me there