Released on June 19, 2020

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Why won't I sacrifice

Why  did you give up the fight :x2


[verse 1]

Once  I fell for you days

Before I knew your pain

I'm sure you cannot stay

But  you choose, (yea)

I  see things my own way

You know, iv'e made mistakes

We  drift so far away

But you chose to stay

I know you play games

Don't look at me that way

I'm  cold i can't feel

But maybe one day this will all be real

Love less than you claim

Now swear on your name

I know how you feel

So maybe one day this can all be real


[Chorus]

But not now

Though you hurt me still

And iv'e hurt you

Cause iv'e lost my will

To stay in love

But my future's unclear

So maybe one day this can all be real

But not now

Though you hurt me still

And iv'e hurt you

Lost my will

To stay in love

But my future's unclear

So maybe one day this can all be real


[verse 2]

Adolescence wallowed thru the dirt (yea)

Iv'e been counted since birth (yea)

Young adulthood i made it work (yea)

Wear the pain on me like a shirt (yea)

Circumnavigate around the Earth

Searching for a place to hide the hurt

Fade in the music like reverb

Turn a mosh pit into a church

Mission failed we should just abort

Our relationship has ran its course (out)

No progress made our own report

Glad we never ended up in court

Had a flame now its glowing thin (yea)

Like a candle blowing in the wind

Pop some champagne and drink some Gin

Turn your favorite record up to ten

Drift away

Any day

Woefully

Let it play

Isolate

Meditate

Address the pain

Medicate

Don't look at me that way

You choose to stay


[Chorus]

But not now

Though you hurt me still

And iv'e hurt you

Cause iv'e lost my will

To stay in love

But my future's unclear

So maybe one day this can all be real

But not now

Though you've hurt me still

And i hurt you

Lost my will

To stay in love

But my future's unclear

So maybe one day this can all be real

So maybe one day

This can all be real

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