Devastated (Remix) - Intellectual

Why do I feel so alone

Like everyone seems to be out to get me

Feeling like everyone's the same

But Then I guess that makes me crazy

Screaming RIP Nicole

And RIP them all

And RIP my angel

Wish that she was coming home

Talking about how

There would be plenty of grapes on the grapevine

I feel devastated and agitated

At the same time

No ceilings, I aim high

No feelings, they ain't mine

No minutes, there ain't time

Danger, no sign

Tell me

How am I suppose to live

If you ain't living, bae

How am I suppose to change

If not forgiven, bae

Know you watching me from above

I hate for you to see

The heartaches

Someone put me out of my misery

When younger tell me love was in the air

Lately I just never care

All the wounds that caving in

And I hit myself again

And although my plan don't work

Got my feet up in the dirt

But I'm pushing in my words

And I need you now

Better hold on

Baby, you're strong

You're a soldier

Say that things change

All around you

Getting older

And until like we work for us

Stay by my side

When you're high alot

I know how hard it all can be

[xxxtentacion]

Lost in the pessimistic state of perception

It's been hard to participate in natural instances

And due to my history, I don't know what's next for me

But keep my composure, fuck over anyone next to me

If dean detriment told me love was for negligent

Motherfuckers that can't seem to keep wearin' their head

I'm not self-aware, I'm misled, I'm a hypocrite like the rest

I will kill myself if it benefit all of my fucking friends

I'm sorry mama, I didn't mean to fucking hurt you

If I could test my worth, I'll show you heaven on this earth

So if alive or in the dirt

I swear to God, you'll be my first priority

Before the hurt, that mean for better or for worse

I said

I didn't mean to fucking hurt you

If I had to test my worth, I'll show you heaven on this earth