(Papi JD)

Drowning in depression as the tears pour

Asking yourself what am I here for

Questioning the dear lord

Convinced there's nothing left to live for

Molested when you was a child

By the Chester with the creepy smile

Pressured you to do some things that’s really foul

Mom accepted it cause she was in denial

Convinced yourself abuse is love

Which led to your abuse of drugs

I bet every time you in the tub

Imagining your body floating in the suds

Contemplating suicide, tried it once but you survived

Standing in the mirror, devil in your eyes!

Should I do it from the front, or shoot it from the side?

(Klergy)

I’m overthinking again, theses words in side of my head repeatin’ repeatin’

I’m overthinking again theses words inside of my head they never they never end

(Papi JD)

Blaming God for what’s been done to you, feel he gave you life to punish you

Hurt by everyone you run into

End up walking on you like some running shoes

Always felt you wasn’t Momma's best

That you were treated different from the rest

So in your mind you think you worth less

That you ain’t worth dirt, you deserve death

Imaging your soul tore, on the bathroom on that cold floor

With your back against that closed door

And you slashing it with slow force

Blood running down your wrist

Dripping from your finger tips

Pills causing you to drift

Slipping into the abyss

(Klergy)

I’m overthinking again, theses words in side of my head repeatin’ repeatin’

I’m overthinking again theses words inside of my head they never they never end