Something I Can’t Recognize

By papercut (CT)

On papercut 2

Released on April 2, 2023

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I curse this godforsaken day

When all my demons come to play

No I can't see the end

I can't see through

Another fucking disgrace born into my catacomb

Make my mind bend and lodge in my throat

I gotta shake you but you're here all year, goodbye

I lack the patience or the spirit, dear, just die

One time and I'll speak in one sentence

You don't got the drive to miss this

Severed from identity, I run but I cannot flee

Severed from the edge of the ghost, I cannot

See you for who you are

I never got that far

To walk past that place again

Just take my hand

Shove you down the stairs

You mangle and you shatter

Stupid fucking bastard

I can't seem to

See you for who you are

I never got that far

To walk past that place again

Just take my hand

(No) With motives unknown

I watch you die again

And I can't help but notice

Your unsettling grin

So I run until I drop, so I run until I drop

So I run until I drop, so I run until I drop

So I run until I drop, so I run until I drop

So I run until I drop, so I run until I drop

Go

Yeah

Yeah

Uh

Yeah

Now you're something

Now you're something I can't recognize

Now you're something

(What happened) to you?

So I curse this darkness

The inability to let go of you

I see you everywhere

See you everywhere

Another punch in the face, to the progress I've made

I gaze in your eye but I can't feel the pain

Lock myself into my empty white

There's nothing you can do to get me out tonight

I never should've looked back

No, I can't explain it, I'm agitated

A mental jump rope

But that's not what it's used for

See you for who you are

I never got that far

To walk past that place again

Just take my hand

With motives unknown

I watch you die again

And I can't help but notice

Your unsettling grin

I watched you die