Thrown Away - Intellectual

[Intro]

I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself

[Verse 1]

I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again

Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within

It's chemical imbalance on the triple beam, what?

Fuck what ya heard, It's about what I seen

I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smacking

Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened

The doctors say, "he's got the brain of a murderer"

This rugged style steals your brain

[Pre-Chorus]

My heart is bleeding and this pain, it will not pass

It's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high

He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by

[Chorus]

Thrown away

I want to be

Thrown away

[Verse 2]

He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit

For the life he was leading lead him down the wrong path

Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the God's wrath

Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor

Tell them what's real, to tell them what's proper

Situation unclear, I pray, and I know it gets worse everyday

[Pre-Chorus]

My heart is bleeding and this pain, it will not pass

It's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high

He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by, away

[Chorus]

Thrown away

I want to be

Thrown away

[Bridge]

I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself

I'm losing it

I've lost it

I've spilled all my marbles

[Verse 3]

'Cause I see you inside of me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

'Cause I see you inside of me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

A hyper spaz, and that is me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

[Outro]

Thrown away

(Voices in my head)

Don't tell me

To do it, 'cause I will (Voices in my head)

Now

(Voices in my head)

Don't tell me

To do it, 'cause I will (Voices in my head)

Now

(Voices in my head)

They're screaming