Verse 1:

Look down on the earth and see the seeds you've planted

I can hardly keep still, everything’s so slanted

There's so much I never said, so much I took for granted

I wonder if I'm cursed or just disenchanted

And I hoped for when we next spoke I'd fix what I broke

But it hurts, seeing you on the other side of the church

And man try live through this aware of every Judas

Watching to catch me off guard and waiting to ruin this

We were so close and yet so out of reach

And it's a lesson that I'm trying to teach

And I love to aggravate and exacerbate

But when I graduate I'll make a point and exaggerate

That I couldn't have done any of it without you

And I hate myself for ever doubting you

So many times that I was stupid and selfish

I should have stepped back to see if I could have helped this

The biggest stars don't always shine bright

I wish you were here, even just tonight

Look at all this love that you've left behind

In my head it should have been my arms around your neck instead

No amount of time or money will make it make sense

And I can understand that no one understands

But I had so much more to give you

I would have waged war for you instead of with you

Cause I can keep on rapping for you til the beat stops

And keep reminiscing like CL and Pete Rock

It still hurts despite all the aftercare

Knowing this world is mine which could have been ours to share

Down since day one like D.I.T.C

I feel it all welling up inside of me

Guess God calls us home similarly to the Daleks

Cause we look at Him and just get suckered in regardless

Verse 2:

And it makes me beg the question

Why'd you take your life

Instead of leaving it in our hands

I hope you understood that

I was always here to help you

Regret is reality's arch-rival

And the same thing we've lost

Is the same thing you've found

I hope you've found what you're looking for

And although we’ll never know the reason why

Outro:

You're no longer in pain

You're no longer in pain

Things just ain't the same

Walking in the starlight without you

You're no longer in pain

You're no longer in pain

Things just ain't the same

Walking in the starlight without you

Walking in the starlight without you