[Chorus: Pandaraps]

I'm disillusioned

My whole dream feel like chasin' for a part I shouldn't get

Probably should go to somebody with more heart

At least someone who seen more shit than I did

I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part (Yup)

In a role I shouldn't act

Hardly seem to have a heart but I'm careful

One sharp slip and you're swimmin' with the sharks

But a harp high notes still sound like love to me

I got lowest of smarts but my high hopes run from me

Sweeter than licorice that be coated in candy canes

That be covered in caramel, daffodils in the flowеr chain

I ain't playin' no power games, I ain't pushin' the patriarch

My mama a matriarch, swеar to God she the savior

So things could be workin' out, no, I ain't been workin' out

My ass gettin' fat as shit, but fuck it, that's perfect, though

I ain't got time for the games that you playin'

I'd rather play my own

Skippin' rocks, writin' songs 'bout my life that's goin' strong

I ain't really tryna slip, I'm training, might run up to the top

Or at least to middle, fuck it, I'd probably be fine with a mediocre flop

'Cause I don't really fell myself worth any more when I talk

It's just blah, blah, blah

[Chorus: Pandaraps]

I'm disillusioned

My whole life seem like chasing for a part I shouldn't get

Probably should go to somebody with more heart

At least someone who seen more shit than I did

I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part

[Post-Chorus: Big Soda]

Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away

Throw away

Yeah, ooh

Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away

Yeah, throw away, ayy

[Verse 2: Pandaraps]

Sometimes I eat when I feel bored

My problems do best when they're ignored

And I ain't a saint, I ain't a savior

I ain't shit 'cept human with some ugly behavior

I'm nihilistic as fuck, even when I'm swimmin' in love

Never invested in much but you probably figured that out

I got a whole pile of some missions and the dreams that I drop

Sometimes I wonder if there's gonna be another pretty thing that I stop

[Chorus: Pandaraps]

I'm disillusioned

My whole dream feel like chasin' for a part I shouldn't get

Probably should go to somebody with more heart

At least someone who seen more shit than I did

I open up my eyelids and feel like all I ever do is play a part

[Post-Chorus: Big Soda & Pandaraps]

Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away (My dream seem like something I'd be pretty good to)

Throw away

Yeah, ooh (My dreams seem like, feel like, ayy)

Dreams seem like somethin' I'd do good to throw away (My dreams seem like somethin' I'd be pretty good)

Yeah, throw away, ayy, yeah