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Shiloh dynasty & XXXTENTACION

Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning

I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system

Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I been feeling

I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute

I said

Stab wounds and now shorty you know that you hate love

Government and all the monasteries tryna throw shit off

[Hook]

1-800 Im slitting my wrist

Suicidal thoughts all free in this shit

Wrist is on blue but I'm still blood no crip

Xanax sold well so I'm rich like a bitch

[Verse]

Hoes gon be mad, shit doesnt make no sense

Absurd how I talk with my voice low as rent

Turn around to walk but get shot in the head

Boy turned around to walk but got shot instead

Hop inna car do the dash race in laps

Cops actin safe they all hit by my mac

Shells on shells they eat like sum snacks

Hoes gon be mad so I'm blamin em racks

[Hook 2 Silent Boy x Pajaz]

1-800 Im slitting my wrist

Suicidal thoughts all free in this shit

Wrist is on blue but I'm still blood no crip

Xanax sold well so I'm rich like a bitch

Its been too long since I heard from u can't move on

All this time I might be gone, Im still standing here im strong