[Intro]

And I don't know what I've been doin', like

I've been stuck inside this mud, and I ain't movin', I'm—

I'm just tryna do my best it's so confusin'

As I'm sittin' at this desk, my precious time I know I'm losin', I'm—

I never reached my full potential

Addicted to doin' shit that was detrimental, uh

I'm feelin' weak right now, but life ain't gentle

So I, just suck it up and get back to the fundamentals, huh

[Verse]

Back to the bullshit, clockin' hours in the shadows

Coughin' up my lungs, but I still want some more tobacco

Another drop of liquor in a pool that's grown so shallow

Saying "Yes sir", I nod my head for all these assholes

So walk in line, do your job, you maybe might impress them

I work all day, but ain't accomplish nothin'

I'm so pressed, not impressive

A year goеs by and then it gets deprеssin'

God can you hear me? Look, I really need those blessings

Life's like Hell right now, I don't wanna wait for Heaven

Who the fuck, does the world, even think it's testin'?

Pissin' off his teachers, always been this mans obsession

And when I fuckin' die, I told 'em that "I'll die a legend"

And If I do not, then I'll be fuckin' reserectin'

I tried bein' friendly, everybody's just so tense

Feel like I'm about to go and crash, like '07

But somehow I'm still here with this message

So everybody's runnin' after me

I spilled the paint on the floor, it's a masterpiece

I'm in the end-zone, movin' like an athlete

I snuck in while everybody turned they back to me

And it's actually, really sad to me

How I have to bring up everybody on the track with me

My back hurts, baby think I'm in some agony

I'm not mad, but I'm mad in love with blasphemy

I'm in space, still I see them lookin' down on me

I'm the darkest star growin' in this galaxy

So everybody's tryna drag me back to gravity

I'm still runnin' from the people runnin' after me

This tragic life ain't turnin' into tragedy

This shit's how it's supposed to be

Incinerating anybody that was close to me

Yeah, I been silent at the table, soon you'll toast to me

And everybody said I couldn't, don't get close to me

Fuck around get stomped, with the restin' beast

Give a time, and a place, leave the rest to me

Nobody used to give a fuck, now they obsessed with me

Givin' bread to my kin, that's the best to me

And my blood, and my sweat, that's the recipe