[intro]

Night after night sample

[Verse]

Sometimes i wanna cry but no emotions from a king

So i just let the beat play and let the melody sing

I wanna get away lord give me my wings

So i can go to heaven reunite with my brother

And tell him everything

Like pops ain't shit bro the family so broken

Two half sisters that i haven't even spoke with

Life is not fair why was you the one chosen

Hurting to much now my heart feel like frozen

Mama ain't happy she could cry a whole ocean

Growing thru life learning now to show emotions

Its late at night im getting waken to commotion

My pops like a bomb do you hear the explosion

The cops at the door he done put his hands on her

I'm watching feeling helpless

Lil sisters crying man this shit feeling endless

And i ain't do nothing i regret it ma im sorry

All the pain i caused you ma forgive me im sorry

You told me go to school i was a fool ma im sorry

I started drinking and going out late ma im sorry

I swear you raised me right i did wrong on my own

You a true queen ma you deserve a throne

Ain't had the best house but you made to a home

Its crazy out here i thank God that i made it home

Ain't no love in these streets niggas never make it home

Dying everyday bullets hitting niggas dome

Its real out here boy you gotta keep a chrome

I lost my bestfriend now im in this shit alone

You gotta glass house then you shouldn't throw no stones

Ain't nobody perfect but we try to be

Ima speak real shit till the fakes tired of me

I come from the bottom but the top where i gotta be

Ima keep grinding till my momma say she proud of me

I was born a sinner so I gotta die a winner

I was born broke eating noodles for dinner

Had to keep pushing like I'm 9 months pregnant

Tomorrow is a gift today is the present

Put God first then you should never feel threatened family come second money come third and that's with no question

We gotta go thru hell just to make it to heaven

Make lemonade if life gives you lemons

I done seen it all and I'm only a dub

I do it for the fam so I can't be a scrub

I'm from the queen city where they show us no love

And it's more funerals then graduations

We say r.i.p more then congratulation

In this life ain't nothing really fair

Claim they miss you but they never cared

Call for help but they ain't never there