Going insane

The thoughts inside my head

Wake up and you're not even there, might get

Slower while I'm gasping for air, fight it

How I wish you could've stayed

Trynna scrape it all away

Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and

Since You've been gone

Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know

Since You've been gone

I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow

I'm trying to cope

But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam

It's been too long; Can I find my way home?

I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused

And now I'm slowly seeking the meaning of all the pain I felt

I hope the tweaking, misleading, the cards were never dealt

Dealer can't control her, now its over, shit keeps getting cold, October

Falling out in danger like the leafs today, we see each other

Now I see a stranger, I can't look away, so, do I still love her?

Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and

Since You've been gone

Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know

Since You've been gone

I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow

I'm trying to cope

But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam

It's been too long; Can I find my way home?

I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused