Smithing up

My pick me up

Spliffed it up

I skipped the sippy cup

You miss me huh?

Well? I miss you kinda

Like getting behind her

Was like a line to me

And I had a lot of it

I’d trade my fucking life

For a Klonopin

Or fucking you on the ottoman again

I’m odd you knew this when we met

Back when we were only friends

Back when I ate the hulks like pez

Backbones can ache

The smoke will thin though

Strength can show

With foes

Just for your info

Don’t get froze when the wind blow

Slow it goes but I will grow

Can’t keep going with your chin low

Hands get cold and my shit gets old

It ain’t never sold

Like rusty rims

And you can list my lust

But can we fuck again?

I miss you so damn much

And know we left it rough

But in the cuffs

I trusted you still

Ripping up

My shoes in my cell

Picked up

First thing when I woke up

I ain’t even toke up

Moved over the curtains

Saw two sherrifs lurking

I’m embarrassed

Emergency workers

Required

You hurt me

I hurt you times five

I’m a liar

You a liar

Getting higher

I wish I was hugging

You tighter

This lighter

Can pause it

But not forever

So I’m writing

And writing

And writing

And writing

I’m

Spending these nights

Doubting myself

Doubting my worth

And wanting to down

Absurd amounts

Of those drugs

But doing nothing

Just smoking

No bluffing

Not joking

Believe it or not

I’mma always have love

You deceived me too

When you was out fucking him

I was home sleeping without a clue

When you was out fucking him

I was at home needing you

When you was out fucking him

I guess I neglected you

I tried to do the best I could do

Until you said I give up on you

P-tree

Too many steps to take in this life

To waste them on me

When something ain’t right

I always wanted it to work out

You always wanted us to shine

Why

Do so many lights

Get

Get lost in these nights

Tossed to the side

Blocked by these signs

That don’t give us any direction

Maybe it’s the rest of our lives

So I can live with that I guess

I just pray you live the best

You can live

Now you can live

We need to work out