Done being done with the being

It's somewhat freeing

Part of me numb

But it's hardly got meaning left

I'll be the one tweaking

These love struck pleadings

Until my ceiling ain't hung

And my lungs stop breathing

Um

Beating drum

To speak on a once

Evident feeling

Dreamed me kneeling

You near me

You need me

Seems you really

Can't hear me

Mute the TV

It's P-Tree

He's been off

And awful severely

Steer clear jeez

Restart

And go back

To sweetheart

Please

Even an actress

Better than these

Beach walks just me

We talk you understand me

He's an off brand me

We were all but family

Vague fantasy

Bankruptcy advance

But the finance was your face

Fucking to make my deposit

You saved every droplet

I gave

And then walk away

It even haunts me today

Best you leave me rotting away

Than to stay

Things been going pretty smooth compared to worse

Lost a lot things this year, ain't been scared to hurt, busy

Thinking how I'm luckin' out, after taking such a sucky

Route, I'm growing luckier, ain't nobody but me heard

I'm trapped to lap in this race, but I'd rather walk

Tired of the trials, and my time has felt so small, i might just

Laugh it off, happiness to me is crafting art

That part, never been that different from the past

Like the

Smack talk, stupid niggas and bitches perpetuate, I'm

Freefalling like a feather, waiting for them better days

Brain is gonna complicate, strangers gonna time waste, the

Game's gonna be mine one day, i just can't forget these things

I'mma let these niggas know, code can't switch up

Life is what you make it, what you chose stays with ya

Maybe I'm just cold but I get tired, niggas bs, 'cause

People rarely care unless it's their time to repent

It might be okay

To not be okay

But I want to be okay again

I could get my way

Or just be on my way

Please don't get in my way again

If I could see your side

I'd still be on my side

I tried to be okay with them

I'll piece my peace together

Increase my effort

To quench my desert

Bring my thirst and hurt to an end

I've been thinking about this life shit lately

Had me thinking that I don't like shit maybe

I'd beat the breaks off a Mercedes

If you'd take me back for that

I'm chasing the feelings you had

I couldn't track

I shouldn't yap

Daydreaming of putting

The tool to his crooked cap

Turn him to pudding splat

No hood or mask

I'm pressed from you hooking trash

When I'm looking back

I'm resting my footing

And cooking from scratch

Would you look at that

I guess it's not so bad

I'm sad less than I could be

More often the good me

Than the fool you'd seen

Made some moves for me

Went from pool to sea

Earned some better news for me

That's new to me

So keep your cruelty

I don't want it just for beauty

I've been making strides

Building up my pride like a community

So if you also inclined to be included

You'll get muted with ease

Cause you the one that booted me

Peace