[Verse 1]

Why do you think I think this way

It's hard to say

Unless I got an appointment

I point away

I'm tryna learn to enjoy it

Even with pain

But heated

When you cross my brain

You cheated? same

It's all a shame

We had to play

Some foolish games

I'm looking ghoulish in the face

We pooled mistakes

Unless it's you

I'm not okay

Not all the way

But even then was led astray

So now I pray

And I don't know who I'm praying to

Who is the one saving you

If not yourself

You got a spot on the top shelf

If you want it

But everybody's shotgun wedding

To get the wad of cash

It seems ironic

[Hook]

Toxic trash

A whole lot of that

Thots who smash other chads

A whole armful

Who stabbed my back

It's harmful looking back

And hard not to crack

But I know I can

Clear the gap

And keep on my path

[Verse 2]

I feel it's sad

When I have to part

It's part of life

I should be glad

I'm not in the dark

I found a light

It casted shadows

Over the sharks

Because my pupils had to dilate

Was looking past

All the booking gaps

I thought it wasn't what

I actually had

In fact

I'd wished I never gave a dap

To those ass-hats

But I know I learned how to back up

Proceed with caution

I earned that complex

Myself

Was given good options

Opted out

[Hook]

Toxic trash

A whole lot of that

Thots who smash other chads

A whole armful

Who stabbed my back

It's harmful looking back

And hard not to crack

But I know I can

Clear the gap

And keep on my path

[Verse 3]

Wish I had a moment

You wouldn't ignore the facts

A minute to explore

The impact

Of thorns in my back

Of course I'm mad

But I know that doesn't get me much

Been using it as a crutch

And as such

My legs are weaker

Way too many rips from the beaker

But not enough tricks from out my speakers

I'm tryna scuff up my sneakers

And also lay these plucks

Hope you repeat them

Not just playing me facetious

Cause imma be some shit

And you're just gonna be shit

You can't be telling me shit

From where you sit

You an elf

I'm an elephant

You irrelevant to the struggles that I face

I'd put my knuckles to your face

But you can't even say it to my face