Released on January 24, 2019

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[Verse 1: P-Mack]

Reminisce to days, in the cold and the rain, and I'm all by myself

Arms cold, and I'm down on the ground, man i look to the sky and I'm begging for help

And I get no reply, every time that i ask, Dear Lord are you willing to help?

And it's breaking my heart and I'm losing control when i think bout the pain that i felt

When I, felt like all hope was lost and no fix for this broken soul

I'll take you back, to that darker time it's 2 years ago when i lost it all

I Felt defeated, I could not believe it, had to ask myself "man is God involved?"

I'm Never speaking and I'm Barely breathing, all to myself man i'll die alone

Cause man i been down and alone

Felt like the moment was lost

Felt like I'm counting the cost

Of ending it now, my Dad looking down

But no one will miss me when I end it right now

It's 2 in the morning, my girl isn't calling

She prolly been cheating that's why she seem distant

And Momma told me guard your heart boy

Only party on weekends I'm starboy

Cause drinking my only escape

Well that or get high

I'm keeping way too much inside

I told you I'm sad, you looking surprised

Like "Nigga, you got the sauce in it right now?"

You thought that i was winning, you thought i was killing, like i do not go through the same thing you feeling

Like nigga, this fame thing appealing

But feel me

I'm finding no cure for the pain that I'm feeling

I'm lost


[Hook: Ulemu Kanyongolo]

I've been Lost, I'm in Limbo

I watch the rain as it's falling by the Window

I know I've been low, but where's the high?

God I'm looking for a signal (for a signal)


[Bridge: Lord Finesse]

Lost, Lost, Lost

Lost, Lost, Lost

Lost, Lost, Lost

Lost


[Verse 2: Lord Finesse]

If you're hearing this at right this second my nigga just send help

I'm stuck in the forest, I've used up my flair, and nobody can hear me when I yell

Man I can tell where the trees end

Cannot think of any reason

Why God would put me in predicament

Perhaps it was my disobedience

Sometimes I try to forge my own path

Think I got it but I go back

Square root

Forest is scorching its torture my efforts don't bear fruit I'm a scared yout

Man I'm terrified but I smile tho

Cause there's never comfort for a Waldo

Cause you find me and lose me again

And find me lose me again

Take care of your mental

I know that ignoring them feelings is easier

Know when it's raining and pouring it's easy to

Throw away all the umbrellas

There's meteors

Falling in every direction

And every second

Your mind overloading With all of these questions

Like

Why am I stuck in this rut bruh

Did I step on a crack for this karma?

To be wreaking this havoc

Like how will I manage, I'm lost

I panic I'm frantic my God

Botanic for panic attack

Vanish and never come back, never come back

Live in my head so do not take it personal when I don't link you

Leave your message on read and then tell you a lie about all of the things I can think through

Cause it's not what you did that's a problem, it's more of the things that I think that I didn't do

Been through

Timeliness

Makes me nervous about my time

Yeah