Perceptions

By Oz KayLoz

Released on September 13, 2020

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[Intro: Oz KayLoz]

(Almighty on the beat)

Ya

Yayah


[Verse 1: Oz KayLoz]

Memories I wish I could erase (Erase)

Same story, just a different day (Different day)

I'm in Eden talking to a snake (Yah)

There's too much going on, I had to rage (Ahha)

No, I cannot be ordinary when I evolve

They just be talking but in action they not involved

They just be giving assumptions and never results

Kill all these parasites and suffer a different loss

You see the smile?

It isn't joy (Yah)

It hides anxiety that's knocking down my walls (Ahha)

You feel this touch? (This touch)

That's of a god

All up in my element releasing all these thoughts (Ahha)

I feel the pain, there's a thorn in my heart

Trying to erase all these thoughts in my mind

This ain't a phase cause I run but I'm stuck

I run but feel stuck


[Pre-Hook: Oz KayLoz]

I keep falling (Ya)

Destiny be calling (Ya)

I'll attend it shortly

It's just that something's wrong with me


[Hook: Yckidd]

I'm going through my perceptions

And I am so hopeless, can't take off this feeling

Got many friends but I still feel lonely

Cause I got this heavy burden i'm carrying


[Verse 2: Yckidd]

I stay lonely

Tryna contain the pain

Well, none can see all these tears cause I'll be out in the rain

They ask "You okay?" (Uhuh)

And I'm faded but they cannot see cause I wear a smile on my face

I wear the mask that grins and lies

It hides my cheeks and shades my eyes

With torn and bleeding hearts, I smile

In counting all my tears and sighs

Got these voices in my head telling me to do bad things to myself

My silent scream been going for years but it always falls on many deaf ears

There's people who are fine, there's people like me

My life has never been anything or made me proud to see

Cause I'm numb and I don't think I'll be fine


[Pre-Hook: Oz KayLoz]

I keep falling (Ya)

Destiny be calling (Ya)

I'll attend it shortly

It's just that something's wrong with me


[Hook: Yckidd]

I'm going through my perceptions

And I am so hopeless, can't take off this feeling

Got many friends but I still feel lonely

Cause I got this heavy burden i'm carrying


[Verse 3: Oz KayLoz]

What made me who I am today is everything I went through (Ya)

Yea, I got regrets but I spoke every word I meant to (Yah)

Fool me once, fool me twice, or even thrice

Trust me I won't seek for vengeance but karma won't spare you (Ahha)

There's a difference between me and the person I show to people

I once opened up but it's something I cannot redo (I cannot redo)

Aiming high , tryna be a sky ambassador (Yah)

Beyond time, I'm using a different calendar


[Verse 4: Yckidd]

I'm dealing with something stronger nobody can come out from

Fighting all these demons, ain't no way I'm gonna conquer

Feel like I'm in this tiny bottle suffocating, can't breath

That's why I stay up by myself, got lotta problems

Oh Dear Anxiety (Yah)

How did you get a hold of me? (Yah)

I tried to run but I fell, and I thought you scared of me

And now you tryna burry me (Ya)

D-o-c, I need no pills (Ya)

But I finna find myself the inner peace, yah


[Outro: Oz KayLoz]

I keep falling

I keep falling

I keep falling

I keep falling

I keep falling

I keep falling

I keep falling

Yah, yah